i'm too fucking sensitive. it really sucks, lemme tell ya. to be able to do anything at all is like continually being at war with yourself. every fucking minute of knives, guns, being blown up. over time, i have learned to laugh at some of the ah, spectacle but that does not stop it from happening... only that i gaze from a little bit farther away. i ache to be like most, you know, just a little bit numb, to dull the continuing echo, just a little respite. but drugs never worked for me.

(elizabeth fischer - july 8, 2014)